Maybe

I felt terrible. Because i kept crying and crying today.

I felt upset, and lost, and betrayed whenever i'm back home.

But today i felt more depressed than the last time. Much more. So much more that i felt painful, and scared, inside.

Maybe i will give up. Maybe you won't see me again.

And maybe i won't have to feel so guilty, afraid, threatened, useless, and ruined all over again.

Maybe..